I'm a mess.
I don't know where to go, who to turn to.
I'm on the edge of losing it, but no I won't.
Indifferent, that's how i feel
I'm hurt, yes one too many times.
I want to be insensitive from now on.
I'd rather go away than be here
Won't make much difference if I stay
I'd feel worse if I do.
But there's one thing I'm looking forward to
And that is, being able to finally fly
I'd risk the jitters, just to know how that feels.
