This Is It Experience

So Ate AJ and I decided to watch "This Is It", it's the movie/documentary of Michael Jackson's rehearsals for his supposedly upcoming world concert series, I can only describe it in a word: GREATNESS. The movie started with interviews from the dancers that were supposed to be participating, they all said that it is indeed a dream come true for them to be part of this.

Then we saw how MJ struts his stuff, how he does the moonwalk, the 45 degree move which I have always wanted to copy. We also witnessed how he sings from the heart, especially the mushy songs he got, "I'll Be There" and "Heal The World" were my favorites. I noticed that he became a little bit slower with his moves and that he always wanted things to be perfect, I mean I don't see it as a problem, come on it's MJ! But you know, if he were alive now, I bet those stadiums and arenas are packed as crazy. One more, he always says "God Bless You" to a crew, dancer or staff if he likes what they did. He's really a nice person

Long live the King of Pop. Love lives forever.

Dreamer

Like a hustler
I keep on fighting
For daily struggles, hunger pains
And finding my inner being

Like a grown-up
I keep on learning
That life isn't always easy
And I still don't know what I'm doing

Like a traveler
I keep on walking
Through life's roads and detours
There were lots of running and hiking

But like a dreamer
I keep on wishing
That someday I'll be happy
And enjoy the air I'm breathing

Semester break to-do checklist.

1. Watch a lot of DVDs.
2. Finish The Hardy Boys books.
3. Update this blog. Still doing that though.
4. Go to Batangas and Marikina to visit our lolos.
5. SLEEP.
6. Get in shape. (that means working out finally)
7. Write poems and songs (always wanted that)
8. Watch "This Is It" with Ate AJ.
9. Go to Mellow for SOJ.
10. Katy Perry LIVE IN MANILA (I'm afraid I'm broke)

Love will find a way.

LOVE. I always thought I'll never find it, probably because me and my heart got issues (that's too deep man) but, thinking about it over and over, I see a possibility that I could start being in love right now, of course with that person. But for some weird reason, THIS person came along and showed me this side where I can really be who I wanna be, damn it. On top of that, I don't think this is where love will find me, I am starting to realize that the person I'm talking about lives 500,000 miles away, that person could be blonde, could have blue eyes or even maybe that girl I idolize, I know if we're meant to be together, then love will find a way to let us meet. Wow, i never blogged like this before, maybe life just decided to hit me.

15 Pages.

Currently doing the script for RTV Writing here at a computer shop. 6 is my number. My day's good so far, I got badminton by 2:30, I'm so pumped for it (you know the reason why). Btw, I saw this girl a while ago along the hallway and man, she looked like a skanky ho. No kidding! The outfit says it all man, I just don't think it's appropriate to wear somethin like that in school.

Well, now I'm on page 12, 3 more pages to go and yeah I'm all done.

Ate AJ and I will go to the mall later to buy advanced MJ tickets, you know what, I'm more excited on the poster that the ticket, lmao. But anyway, i think it would be a great movie. The title of my entry's kinda lame. Much love.

Favorite Music Videos.

Itchyworms- Penge Naman Ako Nyan

Demi Lovato- Here We Go Again

Asher Roth feat. Keri Hilson- She Don't Wanna Man

Bottled up.

I'm in a different state of mind right now. I don't know if I can call it deja vu or somethin cause this feeling usually comes about when the semester is almost over, what is this? Exhaustion? Or am I just really anxious about moving overseas next year? I really don't know. So many things bottled up, and I feel like I need to take a break.

I just completed a very tortuous work, FINISHING my projects that is. I dunno why I got so busy and never started working earlier. I'm a piece of work, and I don't think I care about that anymore.

There's so much that needs to be done by next week and hopefully I get to be successful at it. This is college. Reality just sank in. By the way, I'm also thinking about someone as well, the person I've been waiting for my whole life, and I get temporary happiness when I think about that person. Bye for now.

Much love :)

How I feel.

Ever felt like you're a part of something and it doesn't seem like you belong?

Ever felt like you're patiently waiting for someone and something inside you tells you can't wait forever?

Ever felt like you need someone to talk to but you can't cause you're too afraid to tell them how you feel?

That's how I feel.