I refuse to be bored now.

3 weeks and 2 days in and guess what? I'm bored out of my mind. Not that I'm complaining or ranting or anything but you know, it's just the way I feel right now. I'm bored and I don't have anything to do except for waking up in the morning, then breakfast, then sleep some more, probably listen to the radio or use the computer (the thing is, I'm not allowed to exceed 2 hours) and then what the heck, lunchtime, then either I wash the dishes or wipe the table and then back to more procrastinating...then it's already 4pm! I wish I could like find something else to do other than just boring myself to insanity (i.e. part-time job). It is really true, it's kind of boring over here. I wouldn't mind if we're in the city, I could go around and like hop to places but we're actually here in a small town hours away from the business district. I wish that all of us get a job already (that's not very demanding) and yeah move out and find a place near downtown so we could start with what we have already. I'm really praying to God. I don't live my life on routine like some do.

My letter to myself for March.

Wow...it all seemed a bit fast don't you think? One minute I was buying this big notebook and planning to write on it like crazy (I only know what that ended up to) and reading the Last Song by Nicholas Sparks (im still on page 87...I suck at promises) and also that thing I'm not supposed to spill in here.

Letter to myself.

What's up Carlo? Will you get serious for one dang time? I'm sooooooo frustrated that everytime you say something, you find ways to NOT accomplish them and you get away with it! It's like you say it for the sake of making yourself look good (but we all know you're not) and please stop the OCD habits you have every night, that makes you look not normal.

Seriously, me talking in the third person is a way of REALIZING all the wrong things I've done and I hope that i won't make the same mistakes anymore, because I am not getting any younger and a new chapter in my life will start come summer. I also keep thinking that while I am doing all these bad things, God is still not giving me punishments or anything and I do hope He doesn't because I regret all those bad things, and this time I will confess, I will confess.

thoughts on immigration and advertising

My mom and dad just bought the tickets this morning. I feel like it's totally legit now (referring to Canada) and it got me doin a lot of thinking about the future and what it holds for us (that sounded sooooo deep). Anyway, we're on the final stretch of the semester, FINALS. The minor subjects are totally good, I feel like I did my best on those 3 subjects while the majors were a bit torturous but somehow we managed! Advertising Principles is giving me headaches though, and I'm not even an adver student.

Thank you God. We love you, our dreams are really coming true:)

A Realization.

I realized today that maybe I’m a mean person, it’s one of those times where you think back and go over stuff you did and come up with a conclusion that maybe you’re not so nice as what other people say. I am generally good-hearted, but tell you what, don’t you dare push me to my limits and upset me or my other friends because if you do, I am gonna tear you to pieces if that’s the last thing I’ll do. You can’t be nice all the time.